小康 ._.

Saturday , 29.01.11

Get a picha of 汤小康 when he taking mv in cyc .
Took few , but I like this . Got feel :)

不想就這樣成灰

你們

最終我還是選擇了友誼

我不知道這條路難不難走

我不知道我的犧牲值不值得

我不知道做的一切對不對

沒有猶豫 , 沒有掙紮

每一次每一次

一直在努力

假裝不介意 , 不讓淚往下流

繼續努力

真的很傷的

我也害怕的

我不想

不想我願望就這樣成灰

我沒有信心它會實現

到最後會不會又讓我失望

刺蝟的堅強 , 全都是假象 ; ♥

It’s like finally .

It’s like finally , ONE WEEK PASSED :D

It is not that I am so so stress YET .
Nah , it is still the first week okay ? Lucky me no homework :)
But I don’t even manage to smile today . Aww .

Form 4 .
Many thing seems to be new to me .
I don’t like the new classmates .
I don’t like the new subjects .
I don’t like the new teachers .
I don’t like the new arrangement .
I don’t like her .
NOW TELL ME WHY IS SHE IN A CLASS , gosh .

Bio , Chem , Phys , Add-m .
Pure science , IS ALL DRIVING ME CRAZY .
Tuitions tuitions and tuitions .
My timetable full , oh , damn .

I never know I wanted to change stream so much , until ..
Thursday afternoon , I had my nightmare .
I dreamt that I beg teacher for changing stream which I don’t remember change to what , I just remember that I beg her for changing stream . Why am I repeating , -.- .
I’m then sent to a exam hall to take a so called “Ujian Tukar Aliran” , something like that , whatever , who the hell cares .
During the exam many strange things happened that make me do bad and I FAIL !!

.. then I hak seng jor -.-

Friday , the very next day , I decided to ask for stream exchanging but anyone tell me why the teachers are seems to be brainless ?
SMK PBP (1) f4 students shall know what I’m talking .

Yepp , I feel stress for the very first week .
Go on and say I exaggerate stupid :)

I’m stress .
I’m pissed .
I wanna scold fuck :)

SAY CHEESE :D