Today is the 8th day of school day of 2012 .
Is just the 8th day , and I felt that it had been months .
I still can’t get used to it .
I always tend to think that the first week of school we’ll get to sit at the assembly hall along the day , we won’t get into class for lessons . And of course , no homeworks .
Then I found out I am now a Form 5 student .
Form 5 don’t get orientation for the first weeks of school .
Form 5 have lessons and homeworks on the first day .
Form 5 is so no-life .
Form 5 school life , all I can say is homeworkssssssss .
The never-ending-homeworks .
I’m trying hard , trying to put some effort .
I try to change , I try to finish up the homework , I try to have a new start good start in 2012 , but , is like there is no end .
You can’t , don’t even say you can because you just can’t .
It’s like FINALLY FINISH (Y) , then new stacks of homeworks are waiting or you
Stacks and stacks , more and more .
I’ve been crying at the first week of 2012 , idk but now not anymore :)
Last year , I cried almost every single night .
School re-open , new syllabus new teachers , exams . Pressure that I can’t cope .
I count that as an improvement .
As time pass , you’ll get used to it .
I told this to Elizabeth that day , so I think I should try to .
I don’t like it whenever people says I’m A class student , there’s no big deal for me .
I just don’t grumble that doesn’t mean it’s easy for me .
Every new year is still a big challenge for me .
I face pressure , I cry in the nights .
When you have no choice , all you can do is try your best .
And I’m not giving up now :)
Form 5 , I’m seventeen .
Seventeen , do I even look like one ?
I look like small kid when I’m with my friends , little girl :/
They are so tall , this is so unfair .
I’m short , and all I wanted is to get tall .
What I most dislike is talking with juniors that are taller than me , I might just slip away .
GET TALL , my biggest wish in 2012 .
IT'S NOT FUNNY .
Idk but I put my last hope on this year , will miracle happen ?
But today got people say I got taller and thinner , I’m so happy hahaha :D
Tomorrow morning need to go school for 挥春 :/ then church , another tiring day ):
Maybe I should just get myself sick and rest a day at home , what a fantastic idea (Y)
Ciaoz :)
Ps : Sorry if the post is a lil sarcastic :/
